I never knew that

 I never knew falling in love is sinful,

I never knew love can make life awful,

I never knew love has its constraints,

I never knew love can even become a burden,

I never check the month, I never see the time,

I never knew it too,

I am falling in love, doing the crime.

I never knew how would it strike me later

I never knew it, if it feels better.

I never knew life’s so complicated --

I never knew love is so blind-folded,

I never knew how it would be without you,

I never knew I am making it so difficult even for you,

I never knew if we will be ever accepted,

I never knew if we will be every moment rejected,

I never knew if we will be reprimanded

I never knew it would never be appreciated,

I never knew if it would ever be a confusion,

I never knew if it ever will have any conclusion...

I never knew they will suck my strength away,

I never knew I won’t get anything except to give away,

I never knew they will rip my life off from me,

I never knew they would rape my love in front of me,

I never knew the society is a sycophant-planet

I never knew they are the sybarites enchanted,

I never knew rainbow too can be colourless

I never knew the depth of such emptiness.

I never knew the hallowed truth of scabby germs,

I never knew I will be called by filthy terms,

I never knew I will be given a hurting heart,

A bruised mind and a souring soul,

I never knew I will fall inside a holing whole.

I just never knew I will die loving you,

I just knew and telling you, I can’t live life, without loving you.